she was walking along the beach, thinking of the past.
quietly reminiscing what had been...
thinking about so many things yet longing only for that one moment to be given to her again. to be given the chance to go back in time and take it all back.

she sat down on the sand hugging her knees and placing her head bowed between them.
she wants to shield her face from the sea, she doesn't want her to see that she's hurt. she's covering her face from the sand, she does not want them to witness her moment of weakness. she's trying to be strong, to tell the world she can make it, to prove to them that they cannot break her.

she tried to hold it in, to stop he tears.
she wanted to keep it all to herself, wanted nobody else to share her hurt.
she cried silently, she couldn't hold it any more.

she took a small stone and with all her might threw it across the water and with all her might wished that, like that stone she could just throw away all her pain.

she sat there not minding time,
she sat there not thinking what will happen next.
she just sat there.
waiting..
and she waited....
for that one thing to wake her up,
for that something to save her...