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Saturday, December 26, 2009

your hitting way below the belt miss


there are lots of things that piss me off but nothing beats the good old bad publicity.
there are always people who would not like me but there is this one person who just hates my guts.
hhmmm i asked myself what im supposed to do to get her off my back and i came up with this answer... " be gone"


anything just ticks her off and i could not hold it in anymore. correcting is one thing, judging is another.
what is the difference between correcting and judging?
well when you correct someone you try to instruct that person on the right thing to do.
when you judge somebody you conclude something about somebody with or without complete evidences.


judgment when coupled with backbiting and rumor spreading may be quite deadly.
it results to heartache and grudge.
it is so difficult to stop yourself from holding a grudge against somebody but how could you not do it when she is killing your social life bit by bit.
saying horrible things about you, pretending to self righteous when in the end if you get to the bottom of the issue, it's all about the insecurity the fear of being left alone.


how then, after understanding all this, can you begin to hate this person when all that arises is pity.


sorry for her crude thinking
sorry for her insecurity
sorry for her narrow mindedness
sorry for her selfishness


but lastly i feel so sorry for myself that i could not even defend myself
i could not even fight her back


how then do i save myself?
how will i deal with this situation?
how will i begin to forgive when every time i think about all the things that has happened i feel like she is killing me slowly.